Thursday, February 19, 2009


Hello I'm new to blogging. Not real sure where to begin. A little about me........I have anxiety, panic disorder, agoraphobia, and other phobias, sometimes due to all of the above I also have depression. But, I am also a person who loves people, loves to laugh, wants to desperately live life. Right now I'm in this prison of fear, but I feel soon GOD will set me free. Yes, I'm a believer and yet still full of fear. It does pay a toll at times on my faith. I don't believe GOD gave this to me, but I do believe he allowed this to happen, because it has humbled me greatly and changed my life in many ways for the better. Seems kinda strange how anyones life can be changed for the better when you pretty much stare at the same walls day in and day out, isolated, so fearful. But i am happy to say that GOD sent my ,now, husband to my doorstep (literaly), and has been a blessing to me and my child. I also have been living a more healthier lifestyle (afraid of getting sick, heart disease, etc.) never the less (healthier). lol. Well need to go for now. GOD Bless